From a young age the world showed me that I had to look a certain way to be considered beautiful and I was not to their standards. At 5 my parents divorced, the home cooked dinners became a rarity and two fast food meals for dinner became the thing. I say two dinners because I'd have an old person dinner (4/5ish) with my dad and then dinner at (8/9ish) with my mom. I was little and just wanted to please both of them, that soon caught up to me though. It wasn't that I didn't l